urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frog_onthe_wall Anonymous Anonymous 2004-06-22T19:07:06Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frog_onthe_wall:1755 2004-06-22T19:07:06Z 2004-06-22T19:07:06Z not much has been going on lately.<br />just spending time with my boyfriend before i move across the country and hope that we can both remain together in 'long-distance' form until he moves in with me.<br />i'm stressed and i'm tired.<br />i feel like i've been running around in the same hamster wheel for years. a change of scenery will no doubt be the best 'attitude adjustment' i could ask for.<br />2 weeks 2 days and the spaceship (or uhaul, rather) takes off.<br /><br />time is going too slow. and too fast.<br />ARGH! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frog_onthe_wall:1468 2004-06-03T18:24:54Z 2004-06-03T18:24:54Z island in the sun putting so much emphasis on the way i felt.<br />it never meant you felt the same.<br />a friend told me <i>"keep one foot on the ground"</i><br />i didn't listen and i completely gave myself to you.<br />now i just keep getting disappointed.<br />way to go me.<br /><br /><center><img src="http://www.web-gear.com/users/redtears/love_sucks.jpg"></center> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frog_onthe_wall:1181 2004-06-03T14:13:19Z 2004-06-03T14:13:19Z <img src="http://images.quizilla.com/R/redshoecult/1044341450_turesQUIZz.jpg" border="0" alt="Go easy on that."><br>You will drink too much gin. Not the worst way to<br>die, but you won't remember too much of your<br>life. Hey, at least you made some people laugh!<br /><br><br><a href="http://quizilla.com/users/redshoecult/quizzes/What%20horrible%20Edward%20Gorey%20Death%20will%20you%20die%3F/"> <font size="-1">What horrible Edward Gorey Death will you die?</font></a><br> <font size="-3">brought to you by <a href="http://quizilla.com">Quizilla</a></font> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frog_onthe_wall:839 2004-06-03T13:27:07Z 2004-06-03T13:27:07Z clubbed to death <a href="http://www.panlogic.net/yellowsnow/peeindex.html">perfect for writing a love letter</a><br /><br />mmmm donuts and coffee in the morning..<br />of course i'd rather have a fruit smoothie or something.<br />but that's the beauty of working in an office... your choice is coffee and donuts or ... um .. coffee and donuts? ahh the vending machine menu never changes.<br /><br />so i'm sitting here getting a florescent tan and burning out my eyes at the computer screen for another 8 hours. <br /><br />mmmmm.... donuts. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frog_onthe_wall:659 2004-06-02T20:44:00Z 2004-06-02T20:44:00Z that christina aguilera & lil kim song about ho's seriously... this has got to be one of my biggest current rants.<br />how hard is it for a guy to say he loves you or just to do something every once in awhile to make you feel... i don't know, special... appreciated... something.<br />when the majority of the love and affection you get is within the afterglow of sex... <font size="1">what</font> <font size="2">what</font> <font size="3">what</font> am i supposed to think?<br />this is why i tried not to date anyone for ... like almost a year. i got out of a serious relationship and i decided i was sick of the games. being single was great.<br />then i fell for him. and i fell hard.<br />it's like suddenly i was a complete retard, i told this guy i loved him after 2 months... and then it took him a MONTH to say it back.<br />he still doesn't say it very often. oh, unless he's drunk. or of course after sex.<br />plus his parents hate me <br />i hate not knowing where i stand.<br />he's either the sweetest guy in the world or completely distant. no in-betweens here.<br /><br />i love him and i hate being in this limbo.<br />at the very least i guess i should enjoy myself while its here, hope for the best... after all the sex is just bombastic and i might as well enjoy that in the meantime.<br /><br />hell if i know... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:frog_onthe_wall:330 2004-06-02T16:56:31Z 2004-06-02T16:56:31Z new morrisey let's see...<br />i decided to make a new journal.<br />one without anyone i know on my friends list.<br />i just want to be an anonymous blurb of text with no face to attach it to. i need my own personal sounding board and that can be hard to have at times when every person on your friends list is someone you know.<br />venting is good, but often there is nothing better than an unbiased opinion.<br />so lets see... i'm a 20 something-ish girl. i am living life between a rock and a hard place and i am terribly confused, sometimes manic... um... i've been refered to as a cute loveable psycho?<br />whatever.<br />i'm just adding people today. if i've added you, odds are i've never met you before, online or otherwise. if you would rather not be on my friends list just let me know and i'll delete you.<br /><br />welcome to my insane ramblings. more on the way.